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The Void

By Popoola Idayat (Electrical Electronic Engineering)

The Void

I thought I liked being here, maybe because it's fun or maybe because I have to be.

But honestly, being here just fills up the space around me,

Distracts me,

And keeps the creeping monster away (for a little while).

The moment I leave 'here,' I'm back to the vast land of nothingness—just me,

With the creeping monster watching me quietly,

Making me a target for the hungry predators.

Slowly, they scare me away

Into the lonely dark cave that I've come to love.

Yes, it's dark, lonely, but peaceful.

I pretend I want to leave this lonely dark cave,

But deep down, it's the only place I feel like me,

It's the only place I'm able to express myself,

It's the only place I matter...

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